Hi honeys,
So, I just finished my first full day as a New Yorker. I’m not gonna lie… this place is HARD. Have I already had doubts about coming here? Yes. I have I called home every day? Yes. Am I being a total Needy Nancy? YES!
I was told this evening by a very special and wise person that just by coming here I’ve achieved something that most people can only dream off. That living in NYC is an opportunity and not the scary, second guessing thing I’m turning it into. And that if I did want to go home, I’d be welcome with open arms. That made me feel very good!
This afternoon I met my new friend David for the first time in person. We had a lovely afternoon of laughing and eating cupcakes. I feel I just made a life long friend. I also saw my friend Chris. Do any of you have that one person in your life that just makes you feel safe? Well for me, that person in Chris. Thank you Chris for being you and making me feel safe in such a big, scary place.
I planned on getting here, getting a job and doing my thing balls to the wall style but I think I’m going to take some great advice and take a few weeks to get to know the city and to allow myself to settle in. Yeah, I think that’s what I’ll do! I’ll give myself a break for once.
Miss you all.
Fancy Bear